December 2011
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Dec 29th
ran my first mile, nonstop. it took 15 minutes but it’s a start. i’m a bit proud of myself, ha. i’m a third way threw with my weight loss plan. i’ve lost three more lbs than i had planned at this point. excitement!
Dec 29th
at this point in my life, i do not miss having friends anymore. i am happy.
Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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Dec 27th
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ughhhh. last year on new years josh and i were sick as fuuuuh. this year we have a baby sitter and we wanted to do something awesome. so, i get my work schedule… i close (12:30 am or later) new years eve and open (10:00 am) new years day. fucking fail … .
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
our white Christmas came two days too late…
Dec 27th
Listen Marching Bands Of Manhattan - Death Cab For...
Dec 27th
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work has been so profitable lately! i picked up a shift in the bar tonight! $$$$$
Dec 27th
Dec 27th
Dec 21st
“the most beautiful things happen on accident”
– see; Koen James Cox
Dec 21st
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lost another ten lbs. feeling shooo gooood
Dec 19th
Dec 19th
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I’m becoming super aware of my eating habits and even other peoples eating habits since I’ve started this new life style thing. I’m kind of obsessed with counting calories now. I don’t mind it either. I’m eating so much healthier than I ever have before in my entire life. I’m thinking I may stop eating meat for new years, just not too sure. So excited for all...
Dec 18th
Dec 18th
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I go back to work tomorrow. Bittersweet. 
Dec 15th
“only love is real only love is real only love is real”
Dec 15th
Listen Once Upon A December - Emile Pandolfi (Piano...
Dec 13th
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Dec 13th
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doc: pap. lost 9 lbs. note to go back to work. hair did: brunette/ dark chocolate brown. trim. get down.! cuddle and bath wiff koen. loungin’ wiff mi familia. too much snackin’. cleaning. bed… weird dreams.
Dec 13th
Dec 13th
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Listen i’ma be alright, you ain’t gotta be my friend...
Dec 13th
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“I love their love and I am thankful; that someone actually receives the prize...”
– Bright Eyes
Dec 11th
I had a dream that I was caring for a fetus… that was not in a womb. I loved it like it was an infant. so weird. I really need a full night of sleep. I need that good ol’ REM sleep, damnit.
Dec 10th
Listen Imogen Heap | Between Sheets 
Dec 10th
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Dec 10th
ListenThe Wallflowers - One Headlight “Man, I...
Dec 10th
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Dec 9th
Listen Jungle Drum // Emiliana Torrini felt like...
Dec 9th
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Dec 9th
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dreamland
This was all that was still fresh in my mind. Such strange dreams for such short amount of sleep. Airport  To see a busy airport in your dream signifies the desire for freedom, high ideals, ambition, and hopes. It is an indication that you are approaching a new departure in your life. Some new idea is taking off or is ready to take off. You may be experiencing a new relationship, new career path...
Dec 9th
Joshua bought a coat for me yesterday while we were Christmas shopping for our families. Fuck, I love him an immense amount. My boys are the greatest, EVER.
Dec 8th
Dec 8th
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this link makes me want to buy a gun . . . →
what is this nation coming to?
Dec 8th
WatchWatch
My little mister loves Sufjan Stevens and his Mamaaa :]
Dec 6th
currently reading ‘Skinny Bitch’. so intriguing!
Dec 6th
Koen has outgrown our favorite outfit of his. Aww, it’s going quickly. He’s almost a month old now.
Dec 5th
Dec 4th
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highlights of my days lately
jogging and strength training AND! taking a bath with Koen. He loves it. Normally he’s awkwardly stiff but today we was moving his legs like he was swimming. lovelovelove
Dec 4th
Dec 4th
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tonight is date night.! [edit] which was fantastic. i had a blast actually. i laughed a lot, drank a tad, cried a bit and got a full eight hours of sleep. i love my fiance. he treats me ridiculously well. i feel like lady luck or something.
Dec 2nd
What have I done to deserve you? I must have done something Because that’s how it works. Must have been kind To kittens and birds, In a previous life. Must have thought happy thoughts
Dec 2nd
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Dec 1st
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After a ten min jog and a twenty min walk with weights in hand;  I feel excellent. I almost wanna go do it again, haha. Guess I’ll wait ‘til tomorrow. I wanna start doing some postpartum yoga but I think it might be too early, sigh.  I’ve lost three lbs this week. Which is awesome. My goal was to lose two a week, WIN! 
Dec 1st